Today I took a moment to look around and really look at myself, some serious soul searching. This Blog isn't even about food (sorry to disappoint) but about who I am, what I am, and who I am gonna be. I just watched a movie on cyberbulling, and the girl got so upset, she tried to kill herself. The movie relates so much to me because I have had feelings like this in the past. For those of you who don't know, I have clinical depression. I feel as though I need to write about my depression. First of all, I was clinically diagnosed about a year and a half ago. I had no reason to be depressed, I just was. I first went online and did a online test, which said I had it. So I talked to my parents, they were freaked out at first but then went to my family Doctor, who subscribed Counseling and later medication which makes me feel completely normal. But during all of my depression, I had a lot of moments where I hit rock bottom. I just feel like I really need to thank everyone who helped me. First I want to thank my family, they have been nothing but supportive. They have came out to New York when my depression slips back and always are there for a helping hand. When I need to be picked back up, my family has always been there through thick and thin. I love and thank you so much. I also want to say thank you to an old friend. We don't talk anymore but I hope he reads this, because he is one of the people who saved me from my lowest moments, one of the people who saved me from myself. Luke Pritchett thank you for everything, I know we don't talk but you really have saved my life and I can never say thanks enough. I never like to bring up the past but this movie really made me want to tell everyone who helped me at my lowest times how much they really did, even if they don't know. The picture above is a current picture of healthy, happy me. I am so thankful. If anyone needs someone to talk to or need some kind of support or have any "bad" thoughts, please don't be afraid to ask me, I am so willing to help anyone. Thanks for listening. :D
